my post on the cork

We went to the mall today with my mom. My son had the day off, so was with us. He was bouncing all around the entire way there, going on about how he was going to have "Hot Dog on a STICK". My mom couldn't figure out why this was so exciting for him, so i took a moment to clue her in.

We don't do the mall all that often...
When we DO go to the mall, we hardly ever eat there....
He loves hot dog on a stick and cheese on a stick... something he doesn't eat...a special treat...(laughing now....since i whispered.... hot dog on a stick....known best as CORN DOG)

she understood after that but was laughing watching him go nuts in the car

so we get there and walk over to the food court...
get the griled chicken with rice and veggies for J and i to share...and kiddo gets his special hot dog on a stick
while we're eating, he suddenly looks down... and looks back up at us.....
HEEEEYYYYYY!

we look over....stopped talking...and wait to see what's wrong....

He announces...rather loudly

THIS IS JUST A CORN DOG!!!

we laughed and laughed

then....
put the little one back into the stroller while we're cleaning up....
he bends over...and starts making the great escape... pushing the wheels and grabbing onto the empty tables.... i was sitting there with mom...watching and laughing....

my boys are just too funny....

anyways.... good thoughts please? tomorrow i go back to the doctor....his plan of action didn't work....looks like surgery is on the horizon...hopefully i can plan things so that the timing doesn't suck with birthdays and holidays....
send those good thoughts please
last time hurt....this is going to hurt much more....

thanks

adding now that i'm much more worried about what he's going to say tomorrow.... that he's not going to want to do the surgery right away and try that other thing first. I'm tired of trying things. I just want it to stop. I want things to be somewhat normal again. This is all too much.

Going to try and rest tonight. Hoping i'll be able to let go of the stress. It's not helping anyways.